Foreshadow

I miss you today 

But this is what you wanted 

And I'm beginning to accept

I"ll never know why 

Who you were to me 

Maybe never existed

Outside this bubble we made 

The firmament above us 

Ive had my heart broke before 

Lived in an empty nest 

Surrounded by less than I thought I had 

But the silence you paint 

Really takes the cake 

Did I ever even know who you are? 

I dream about you 

With other women 

Your face somber 

Your heart ice 

But your eyes always burn right into mine 

Like a secret begging to be exposed 

Like a child wanting to be seen

And that's the detail that sticks the most 

The shape that keeps its form

When everything else is fuzzy

Like that day in the kitchen

A few weeks before everything changed

When talking about sharing your feelings.

You looked me right in the eye 

and said "I cant" 

And I just wasn't paying attention 

To the weight of that admission  

The cost of your love 

Reading between the lines 

Decoding the meaning 

It was always there

Foreshadowing