Friday, September 23, 2016

Some. Things. Hurt.

 Excuse me sir 
I let you in my shell 
my pearl was in your hand 
that precious part 
A fragile microphone stand 
that cuts out if you don't know it fully 
if you don't understand 
I wanted to learn your stairs 
avoid the squeaky places 
for my toes to dance without disruption 
for my frame to move about without weight 
without lead 
for my presence to be cloaked 
your body my blanket 
and my light to be full
reunited with its sibling 
with its twin 
its source 
I wanted to be whole again 
I wanted to be important 
a pearl on the neck of someone extraordinary 
in the hands of someone 
like you.....

Written September 23rd 2016

Wednesday, September 14, 2016

noise and meat

That dog 
is nipping at my heels again 
why do I always 
let the wrong men in?
A silly girl 
can't swim without a fin  
I'm at the bottom of the tank 
in a freshly dug hole 
keep those monsters at bay 
with bread crumbs and cheap wine 
but we both know 
I have no spine 
and I will cry myself to sleep 
I will lay under soil 
just noise 
just meat

Written September 13th 2016

Tuesday, September 13, 2016

Nightmares

I will die in this house 
my childhood home 
alone with the ghosts 
the debts and regrets 
holding a phone 
obsolete like me
curled up 
in the washing machine
I should know you can't hear me scream 
I let someone die once
And I lost my mind
I thought she'd come home
If I baked an apple pie
But now I know 
I'll die alone
In my childhood home
Holding a phone
Obsolete like me. 

Written September 13th 2016

Friday, September 9, 2016

Grapevine

The grapevine
Your lips graze mine
a goldmine
Dig deep
There's a heartbeat
My head fits nicely 
underneath your chin
So politely 
Just right
And we move to our rhythm 
It's always hidden
But in plain sight
I always knew. 
You were real
True
Red, white and blue
A song I never knew 
Intel I looked at you 
And just like that the world made sense
Notes came back
Beats grew intense 
And this static can overwhelm 
It can hurt so good
My hips pressed up against yours
An egg in a nest
My face resting on your chest
Kissing your smoke
Your love so thick
I'm your ice cream
Take a lick
Falling for you 
Feels like this....
A slow,
Soft
Grapevine kiss. 

Written September 9th 2016