I've been boiled down to a broth
A sadness juice
A blue reduction
You're just a name on a screen
An instant flash
With no course correction
No shutter control
I want to be on your lap
In your heart
But you slap me away
Like a fly on a colt
Like a spark with no jolt
I want to be more than my body.
I want to more than a whore.
I want to be seen as I am standing still
A white witch in the flames
Professing her love
Spilling her guts
And not mopping it up.
Not begging for forgiveness
for bleeding.