I wanted this to be something real
messy fingerprints on the walls
Will you still love me?
Naked and neurotic.
He says I worry too much
When will it be known
My love language is my downfall
No interpreter to be found
A forgotten dialect
No man cares to learn
It's too much work to stay and grow
Paint me your truth on a canvas
Instead of holding up a mirror
I could have loved you forever
I did not want to let you go
Hotter than 1887
Question my existence
Like she did while I was
In her womb
Silence stings more than a stab
I wish I knew
What happens in your head
But hey
I've forged this path before
Made friends with the crows
That ate all the crumbs
chased you till you came home
Tail between your legs
Sweat laced last kisses
And numbed out eyes
I will love you always
Wish you let me in
But the truth is I only felt better
Out of your presence
Guess we'll never know
Slowly but surely doesn't win
