I love incest

I got my heart broken

on a Sunday night.

I got tangled on the way down

and hung in the sky,

while the rest of the world

past me by.

It should be easy

to tolerate this pain,

this old friend that comes

as often as the rain.

But it just seems to grow bigger

and bigger until there's nothing

but this giant stain

that we just can't ignore...

anymore.

-Written Jan. 29th 2007

Insomnia ///

They pumped my stomach.

I foam at the mouth.

I can't fathom

the risen from the rising.

I am guarding this pearl,

this beauty, this gift.

I am keeping this angel

from breathing.

-Written Jan 26th 2006

Eternal Burning

The rocket I'm on is going

straight to Hell

and I'm the only passenger.

On a one way trip

to the boiling sea.

The pond of eternal burning,

the fire red star.

Ans it's all me fault...

I just should of worn a bra.

-Written August 8th, 2000

Mort

Strip me down to nothing,

bare my soul and all that's "me".

All the trash that's been poured inside

and left to rot and swell,

release it.

I'm not a skeleton

you can drag around to suit your needs,

to complete your deeds,

to plant your seeds.

How can I explain that this hunger

needs to be fed?

That my mind is a bunch

of scattered bricks

and that this whole time

I've been screaming for help,

screaming for reason,

screaming for God,

screaming for answers

that for reasons unknown

elude me?

Keep me in the dark

with nothing but my bones

to keep me warm

at night.

Written December 4th, 2006

October of youth.

Sorry about the lack of posts on here but I was on Vacation and now I'm back.

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In a simple world of tragedy,

I'm awake.

Help me sleep.

Give me peace.

Why'd you let me go?

Seasons of change wrap me up.

I fear I will never have that chance

again,

that October of youth.

Have I erased that?

Wasted that?

Have I screwed everything up?

-Written June 22nd 2005