Saturday, April 11, 2026

midnight party (item list complete)

I don't know why I thought
You'd crack 
I underestimate 
your tact
The ice that coats 
your back 
Like quills 
Its not about what we lack 
Its how we struggle 
with our scars 
How we carry 
what isnt ours 
Why i feel guilty 
for being seen 
And you think you know 
what that means 
But it isnt yours to 
help wipe clean 
Letting others do their work is hard 
Especially if you see 
the missing part 
The piece of the puzzle 
That fell under the table 
And the others are just 
jammed together 
In an effort to seem like 
everything's better 
But the picture is only distorted
Its little me having anxiety 
over building the fort 
Because after everything 
It doesn't last 
Eventually it gets put back 
And we lie in our beds 
With our hands on our heads 
Missing what we built 
What we had 
What we willingly broke down 
Like nothing ever happened
The world seems the same 
A natural disaster cleaned up.
But the earth still holds the pain
It bubbles up when it rains
Oh how I miss you some days
But something needed to change
And the hardest part is 
you're still in range
The new you 
Blasting angry beats
Wearing dark hoodies
Darting on your feet
Like an outsider on our street
I don't know this version
But I hope if we ever do meet
You smile for no reason
I hope you melt with the season
I wish only the best for the best 
It may seems impossible 
But you can beat this test
The living lettuce
Was the last item needed
And you succeeded. 
So you're on to your next level 
But I can stay sitting on your shoulder
The angel to your devil
the midnight party in your heart 
The limb you can still feel 
Even when we're apart
And I can love you forever 
Because that's the easy part




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