Self destruct

I suffer in silence.

I know no other way.

My dark place is close now but

She never left,

not really.

I like to pretend I'm brave

But if I were,

I would simply end.

I would no longer exist.

Instead I linger in this hell

I created for myself.

I did this to myself.

I conjured up this demon.

And now I pray,

To one day be brave.

To one day, simply not exist.

Written March 12th 2013