I don’t know

I move to maintain my sanity

My heart doesn’t like profanity 

But it spews them when you stand in front of me 

I was right, I was right, 

I was right 

And all of this time you looked down on me

simply asking honestly for a key

To unlock the bars you represented to me 

I am free, I am free 

I am free 

And yet I lie in bed at night 

And write

About you 

About us

About this 

I want to be known and loved genuinely

I want to be conquered and climbed like a tree 

I want to allow all the good things to be

What I deserve

I deserve

I deserve 

Written dec 11th 2017